Friday, September 29, 2006
keep it going.
at times, i keep wondering what lies ahead of me. where would i be a year from now? what would i be doing 5 years from now? the list of thoughts just keeps going on. i guess most people are afraid of the future in some way or another. it is the unknown and uncertainty of things that causes fear. i believe that even people whose lives seem to be all planned out for them, have a tinge of fear in within.
but sometimes, no matter how hard you think, you'll never know what will happen in the future. it just causes frustration. it just causes you to feel vexed. it urges you to stop putting your energy on thinking about the future and concentrate about the present.
i guess i overthink too much at times. i fear of the time i might lose my memory. i fear of the time i will not see or hear from the people dear to me. in short, i fear the future.
all these may sound pessimistic, but at least, it is a constant reminder for me to cherish what i have now and to live each day to the fullest (tho i tend to sleep my days away), and this keeps me going.
sarah. |
11:37 PM
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