Friday, September 29, 2006
keep it going.
at times, i keep wondering what lies ahead of me. where would i be a year from now? what would i be doing 5 years from now? the list of thoughts just keeps going on. i guess most people are afraid of the future in some way or another. it is the unknown and uncertainty of things that causes fear. i believe that even people whose lives seem to be all planned out for them, have a tinge of fear in within.
but sometimes, no matter how hard you think, you'll never know what will happen in the future. it just causes frustration. it just causes you to feel vexed. it urges you to stop putting your energy on thinking about the future and concentrate about the present.
i guess i overthink too much at times. i fear of the time i might lose my memory. i fear of the time i will not see or hear from the people dear to me. in short, i fear the future.
all these may sound pessimistic, but at least, it is a constant reminder for me to cherish what i have now and to live each day to the fullest (tho i tend to sleep my days away), and this keeps me going.
sarah. |
11:37 PM
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
i miss you so.
[the cranberries - linger]
if you, if you could return
don't let it burn, don't let it fade
i'm sure i'm not being rude
but it's just your attitude
it's tearing me apart
it's ruining everything
i swore, i swore i would be true
and honey so did you
so why were you holding her hand
is that the way we stand
were you lying all the time
was it just a game to you
but i'm missing you
you know i'm such a fool for you
you've got me wrapped around your finger, ah
do you have to let it linger
do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger
oh, i thought the world of you
i thought nothing could go wrong
but i was wrong, i was wrong
if you, if you could get by
trying not to lie
things wouldn't be so confused
and i wouldn't feel so used
but you always really knew
i just wanna be with you
but i'm missing you
you know I'm such a fool for you
you've got me wrapped around your finger, ah
do you have to let it linger
do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger
sarah. |
10:39 PM
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